Bear Anthony

Ima say what i gotta say and spray my words like ammo all over the place
Bullet holes all over the page
Ice cold veins coursing blood boiling with rage

They say that shit rolls downhill

And here i am at the bottom still

But ima throw my shit all over like a monkey til

yall peekin at me like toms at my window sill

Im like a soldier who was born to kill

God gave me a gift so ima use it

I’m workin my way up, i am carvin my own totem pole

Gonna do me yea ima take it slow

im never gonna sell my soul

Ill continue to fight ill continue to flow

Ill do like my mother taught me ill continue to grow

Ima go

bang bang like sinatra done

bang bang like a kick drum

Bang bang goes my gun of a tongue

Oh it does oh it does oh it does

Loved or hated i wont stop

Wayne has nightmares of the bottom i have dreams of the top

Im a self scholar-ed mothafucker blue collar Mothafucker

Get rowdy yall holla mothafuckers

i wont quit i wont give up i wont stop til my life’s done

My daddy was a trucker thats where i got my grind from

My journey is set yea the plots spun

Crawl into this web of a mind where the mics on

venture into this world i get my lines from

The place that i go to expose my soul some

Where i find hope and grow

where i go for gold

And i go

Bang bang i will never turn and run

Bang bang even if im out gunned

even with gun powder in my lungs

i aint done i aint done i aint done

Bang bang

Don’t be like velcro; quick and easy to use.

now the house does too…

and so do I   :/  …

My brain has all the answers you want to know

My heart has all the love you need to know

When I die, I’m gonna die with my shoes on

so everyone knows I was going places

When I die, I’m gonna die smiling

in a dirty alleyway next to the faceless

do anything, give everything

i will be here givin all i am, 

so cry when you feel, i’ll still your heart

i am here, i am…

only asking for loyalty and honesty… 

and honestly, ive never felt so fearless before

ive never felt so alive then im with you

and when i kiss you i am,

i am no where but here in this moment, i swear

There’s a fire in your eyes and they’re burning through the lines

hours fly by and the sun says goodnight

and when you burn through all the pages, I’ll still be here

There’s an imprint where you sit and your termites for fingertips

never quit until they’re finished (they’re famished)

and when they eat through all the pages, I’ll still be here

we both lost our innocence to someone else

but clean hands now, there’s no need to blame ourselves

it’s in the past, i am here and you are my future, i swear

i am a novel i pray you’ll never tire of

but when you’re tired of.. 

keepin your eyes open, close them for a while 

i’ll be by your side, i’ll always be here

There’s a fire in your eyes and they’re burning through the lines

hours fly by and the sun says goodnight

and when you burn through all the pages, I’ll still be here

There’s an imprint where you sit and your termites for fingertips

never quit until they’re finished (they’re famished)

and when they eat through all the pages, I’ll still be here

I’ll still be here…

I’ll still be here…

Through all the pages

I’ll still be here.

I’ve had a lot on my plate lately and it’s been stressful.  I been so busy I haven’t been writing as much and it’s causin me to feel bottled up.  I need a break from all this shit.  I can’t wait til July when I can take my girl with me to Wisco and see all my family and friends.  

your tears are like acidic rain

as they fall on me i feel my skin decay

and im peelin back the layers so you can see inside me, i hope you see im here to stay

i’ll say again for emphasis im here to stay

they say beauty fades but i say yours never will

she say she dont hear God’s voice no more when you sing but i hear it still

it’s loud and clear like my heartbeat when i think about you.. 

and when you kiss me, 

God damn this weak exterior cuz my heart feels like it’s burstin through me

i spend nights prayin you sleep safely

dear God forsake my own safety

i can sleep soundly, God give her the guardian angels that my mother sent to surround me

i’ll take her demons and they can join mine around me, breathin down on me

houndin me, growlin i’ll sleep in the midst of them screamin loudly

as they begin to gouge at my eyes i have no fear i know i wont go blind

cuz come mornin time when she open her eyes and looks in mine 

the light inside her expels the lies that demons tried to hide inside my mind durin the night the ones that tried to seize and bind